Hi Joy. Very sorry for all of your losses. I am sending you love, hugs and positive vibes. Thank you for sharing this with me. I know that grief isn't something that occurs over a set period of time. We feel that loss throughout life and hope that it gets better with time. I pray for strength for you. Love surely endures ❤️ You've made it through a difficult chapter in your life and I know that you will continue to carry on.